Hi,

Well, this is it. Tuesday it's going to happen. The help I asked for, 3 months in rehab. Is it really what I wanted, no.. not at all. All I asked for was some...yes, actually this is exactly what i asked for   

The place is called the Branding, it's a institution in Amersfoort, part of the Zon en Schild.
We'll see how things go there, I'm too scared to talk about it. All those other people, they scare the crap out of me.

Every day is scheduled... that's not good. Breakfast, Lunch and dinner, all together, once a week we do sports, I can keep my phone... lucky me.

I'm gonna miss all my friends so much, it's hurting me already. I want pictures from everyone and put them in a book, so I can see them whenever I want. So they will be with me and help me when I'm going trough hard times.

This is it for now... I need some rest.

~ love

Anne